Saturday, November 7, 2009

Long Weekend... but not the kind I want

So I'm sitting here typing away for reasons I can't quite explain.
Keeping a log of my weekend to share later.
This is the 1st weekend in a LONG time that Kim and I haven't been in constant contact with each other. We both know it needs to be done and see what comes of it. She THINKS that it's going to re-assure her of a few things about what she wants and all that. I KNOW it's killing me.

Minutes used to go by without us talking. We'd get antsy if 5 minutes went by without an email response. Now... it's been 15 hours since the last txt message and it feels like it's been 2 weeks.
I know... i'm pathetic, but those of you that still read this already know what I'm like, so that shoud be NO shock. Those that stumble on this, well this isn't really for you anyway.

Sunday night is a long ways away for me right now. That's when we've agreed to talk again. 36 hours... is going to feel like a month.

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