Howdy folks,
I am sitting around getting ready to go over John's house to hang out with him and Todd for a while. I get to see Brayden, Wendy and BS and relax for a while. Ahh, the simple things in life. I'm all about those things these days.
I commented to my travel companion today that I'm living life "one day at a time" these days. It's all I CAN do, and that has finally sunk in. Not planning for the long term future, or not WORRYING about that future eases so much potential stress that I don't need... Well, NONE of us really need that, right?
I like being able to "plan" for possible things, even if I can't SEE those things. I did something today... I planned a trip to somewhere I've never been, know nothing about the area, and have no reason to go there among my "usual suspects" ( cars, music ). I might never go on that trip, but I planned it out. When we leave, where we'll stop, what we'll do... when we'll be back.
Anyone that knows me will say that it's not like me to do that, but I think it IS me, but just not had the spark to ignite it and help me embrace that part of me.
I had a fantastic day today, even if work was a bit testing and rough. I had distractions that helped me focus and keep sharp. I went in circles all day trying to get stuff done, but I kept not getting where I wanted to be.
So, now the next two or four days ( depending on what plays out ) I'm going to be a bit bummed, not in a bad mood, but just a bit less chipper than the past week. I look forward to next week for things to get back on track and see how things go.
Ok, well I better go before my head gets in the way and say silly things.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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