Just a little nugget

I've been very busy lately with work, car shopping and fixing the car I have now. I've been slacking here and quite honestly, I haven't had the energy to think stuff up...

I'm going to have alot more on my mind this next week... a close friend of mine is going away on vacation and I won't get to talk to her the entire time. That's a bummer. I love our talks we have, and it's nice to have that person on the other side that looks forward to hearing your voice or seeing that email from you as much as you do them.
We find ourselves saying "I'll miss you, or I miss you.." and it hurts to think it. That someone you have known for only a relatively short time that you can become so attached, or spoiled that they're always there... to think they're not at your disposal is a traumatic event in a way...
That fear of the unknown... what will they be like when they get back? Will they really miss you?
How will the act when you see/talk to them again? Will everything be different?

I know where I stand. I know she knows where she does. It's that fear of what we think the other COULD decide in the absence of each other... sounds stupid, but it's true.
How well do you really know anyone? People that you know for decades pull stuff, so how can you expect someone you've known months to blindly trust you and vice versa...

Faith... faith in them... faith in the "us" factor. Belief in yourself that you're strong enough to weather a tough spot and also to stay the course no matter what it brings...

And in the end... faith that no matter what happens, you know it's ok... that everything will be ok.